i miss college

exams finished on saturday..



sri said bye to me before she left but i was so darn blur to realise it..i knew she was there but i was just blank after that stats paper.probably cos i couldn't believe that college was over..and so she left without me saying goodbye..

vin left cos bu(i think) was already waiting for her outside of college..

vickie...i didn't even get a chance to say a word to her that day.before i knew it,she was already on the road back to malacca..
i ended up having my last lunch with the rest of my college mates at salmon steak..sigh...gonna miss my chicken chop fried rice with extra sauce...

i remember when i just started college,i used to dread going to college..hated it when mummy would come and pick me up late(an hour or more after my class ends) or drop me off at college early..i would complain about going to college every single time i saw my parents..
i changed my mind when i got to know vickie,vin and sri better..vickie would always acompany me after class until my transport home came..thanks vickie..just like what i said in gloriabelle&suh's blog: its not fair...just when i'm getting comfortable with everything and everyone around me,its all over.theres not even enough time for me to enjoy it..

i cant decide on which uni to go to..or whether i should do a uk degree or a australian degree..people say we're lucky that we have more options to choose from now..but i say it sucks to have more options cause then you don't know which to choose..
i'm afraid of starting all over in a different uni..its so scary..everyone else knows everyone from whatever foundation or maticulation they did and i wouldn't know anyone of them.its funny i always wished college would just end quickly and when it finally does, i don't want it to end..yes yes...the grass is always greener on the other side..
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its a tuesday morning and i can already feel my body rotting away..can't stand not doing anything.yesterday,i woke up around this time having cravings for nasi lemak..so i went to buy nasi lemak,and later dropped by parin's place for like 5mins.came home and ate my nasi lemak,watched television from 10am to 330pm..somewhere in between i went down to eat another packet of nasi lemak.at about 345pm,shireen came to take me to get my skirt altered..after that we went to one utama for pancakes and waffles at waffle world..later at about 830pm,went to auntie suku's place for ccc..last nights session was good..learnt alot bout history and stuff.